January 2011
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“And I don’t, don’t, don’t get the hate. Self hate, women hate, body hate,...”
– bruiseoftheweek (via marythedaring)
Day 05 - A time I thought about ending your life
hmmmmm.
hmmmmmmmm.
I can no longer remember that.
But I guess there is no other way to kill oneself without destroying your looks/feeling the pain of that act.
And the thought of it will eat you up.
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Day 04 - Views on religion
I think humans are weak (or rather they subconsciously feel that they are weak) in a sense that we don’t trust our earthly selves enough - thus we pray for things to go well and for miracles.
That’s how I feel religion is - a guide for humans to follow when our own judgements may stray, a strength that we can draw from when ours seem to be waning.
But then again that’s how I...
Day 03 - Views on drugs and alcohol
Honestly? I don’t have much to say on it - except that drugs shouldn’t go with alcohol, and I really can’t hold my alcohol.
So I shall talk about alcohol.
I can’t hold my alcohol, which I find mildly embarrassing. Not mildly, very. But the feeling I had when I was close to blacking out on that loserish one quarter pint of beer was terrible. Don’t ever want to have...
Day 2: Where you'd like to be in 10 years
Married I guess XD
And probably had established a career of my own.
I can’t really think that far ahead but vaguely, the essence would be that I would want to be a person that is needed, or rather a person who is truly deserving of others’ love - as a friend, daughter, and also as a designer, photographer… Everything that I’ve been struggling to become.
Remember a...
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Day 01 - Discuss your current relationship. If...
Being single is awesome.
I have commitment issues, and things and people don’t hold my interest for long. People DO hold my interest if they are interesting enough - and that depends on how much I like/dislike them to be interesting - but the amount of like/dislike depends on them being interesting… the cycle goes on.
Uh.
Twit once told me, some people rush into a relationship in...
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Sheldon: Why are you crying?
Penny: Because I'm stupid!
Sheldon: That's no reason to cry. One cries because one is sad. For example, I cry because others are stupid, and that makes me sad.
“When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to...”
– Lisa Unger (via quote-book)
I’ve just gotten my new toy, and is...
J.K. Rowling's opinion of our thin-crazed world
body-peace:
“For Girls Only, Probably… Being thin. Probably not a subject that you ever expected to read about on this website, but my recent trip to London got me thinking…
It started in the car on the way to Leavesden film studios. I whiled away part of the journey reading a magazine that featured several glossy photographs of a very young woman who is either seriously ill or suffering from...
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unstableemotions:
breathingfire:
firework...
bokeh
Was swimming and I was too lazy to get my goggles upstairs. Realised that the lights in the swimming pool (and probably due to my myopia) turned into many pretty pretty bokehs.
uh.
Green, yellow, pink, pink, yellow, green.
They became more saturated when I swim nearer to the light source.
Seemed to have knocked down my brain block though, so I’d just pull a no-life-er on myself and...
dooba dooba doooba
Sometimes after you chase after something for too long, and then you taste it for a moment and you go like, huh?
Lesson 02 of 2011
I will not speak the way I didn’t like when it was directed to me. I should not reciprocate in anger and contempt, but remember the feeling when that mannerism was used on self. Not trying to be a saint, but I don’t believe pain should be inflicted because I’m in pain. Thus, we can all keep calm and move on. I do want to be a better person, please pardon me when I can’t at...
“Don’t react against a bad situation; Merge with that situation instead. And the...”
– – Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth (via justbesplendid)
Tree
Currently at my zen spot, and I realised something I’ve gotten wrong. You aren’t the rock - you are the tree. Ripples in the pond are caused by the occasional leaves falling. What the pond felt, is probably a mere reflection. It may be one of the water sources, but it’s not the only. The tree has many things leaning on it for support, it is growing to reach higher. Sometimes,...
On happy things
Sorry that this space had been kind of depressing lately.
Trying my best to get my act back up and laugh my worries away!
I need some sort of… stimulant to activate my brain though. It seems to be running dry of ideas lately, and it’s getting slightly scary.
I’m sure it’s a passing phase, so just gotta figure out how to get going for the time being!
And things...
I see me: People are too preoccupied with their... →
electikheart:
People are too preoccupied with their own things that they forget about others.
When others forget about them, they tend to forget that they are the ones who initially had forgotten about others. So, they blame others.
Now they know how it feels like being ignored, they seek attention, they gain…
word.
Having some serious thoughts of giving up, hoping it’s not my tired emofying hormones speaking.
Resentment
Resenting towards the fact that I know I can do it, I’ve tried multiple times to show that I can, I’ve said many times that I do want to, up till this very minute I am still left aside. And I know it isn’t because I am not able to.
Resenting the fact that I saw something coming my way, I know I should be doing something and should be pushing for something because I know the...
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“ON CREATIVITY:
Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone...”
– Ira Glass (via caitianne)
“Only as high as I reach can I grow. Only as far as I seek can I go. Only as deep...”
– Karen Ravn (via oohlahlahgirl) (via widesmile) (via happythings)
“Someone will always catch you when you fall, and it won’t be who you thought it...”
– (via 472239364) (via happythings)
The Taxi Driver
Today, I met a very nice taxi driver.
He thought I was still studying, when I said I am going to Singapore Poly. Told him no, that I’m working. He went on to ask me if I am younger than 1983 people, or 1987. I said I am a 1987 baby, like his child, who is currently in SIM.
He told me that yesterday, he struck lottery from the numbers 7891. I congratulated him and he grinned.
He told me...
