Suddenly I remembered this random conversation I had with margie, and she was saying that mw and I somehow had came a long way in finding “ourselves” now and am beginning to settle comfortably in that self we’re in now instead of constantly adapting and such to fit people and environment around us. That is something I agree, for for some reason nowadays I seem more aware of my...
Had been sleeping on the couch the past few nights because was coughing and sneezing and what not badly. Yesterday was the wedding shoot and I really learnt quite alot - things to take note, where I’m falling short of, equipment wise, etc. So anyway, after waking up to say bye to mommy at five plus when she was going for her daily morning walk, daddy (who usually sleeps till 7 plus 8)...
I turn into this really bratty, disgusting person I dislike. And I want to say loudly that it’s not my fault. But I can’t. I hate guessing what people are unhappy with me about. Yet I don’t tell people what they are doing that makes me unhappy. What is seriously wrong with me. I don’t like me at all sometimes, really.
The past, Louis Vuitton and thankyou.
Had a talk with mw about us in the past, like way way back. Am feeling a rush of… strange emotions now. Life really has its way of toying with people eh? So many of the would haves, what ifs. But all that matters is now, that after thinking about all the fantasies and the pasts, it’s the now that means the most. So today margie gave me my new wallet. I almost fainted of shock. I...
A Thousand Splendid Suns and others.
Was quite accomplished today in a sense that I finally really got my ass down to work on my room, finished a good book and am settling down to do work - deadlines are pressing. Finished reading A Thousand Splendid Suns, finally. It’s an incredible read - heartwrenching at some parts and so hopeful in others. Brought me up and down on a rollercoaster of emotions even though the...
priorities. time to shift mine too.
shed damage i don't need.
just like others before, i’d run.
and from today on I solemnly swear I will not skip meals for no reason anymore because I am seriously very hungry now. after two dinners. wth?
oh, forgot to add, I was right that they are pretty perfect for each other.
was my students’ dance exam, and… I forgot to pack lunch + wasn’t that hungry so I skipped lunch altogether. Went to find margie + mw after contemplating how to spend the rest of my day for awhile. And because I was so hungry I ate green curry + rice - finishing the rice which doesn’t usually happen, and I was still hungry I ate kaya toast after that. Now I’m...
sprawling on aL’s bed + floor while she’s in her holey piggy pjs.